What do I REALLY want?

Needs and wants, both different terminologies and opposite meanings though, it was often mistaken as the same meaning.

Well, most of my needs have been fulfilled completely that I am happy with what I am going through now.

I have not achieve my wants yet. I got bogged down recently that what if I want kids in the future? Would I be able to nurture them like how my parents nurture me (wtf talk like I am a model son wtf) and give them whatever they want in the future?

I've told TW and WHK before that in the future if my kids were to ask for a reasonable car that myself and my kids approve of, I would buy it for them but of course with a reasonable price tag. Well I did not get my Cooper. :( next option Suzuki Swift darn it could not even get it. Fine.

So yes, looks like I would be going off soon :) a plus point for a better life over there.
But it kept me thinking, how would I be able to repay my parents for the hundreds of thousands that they would need to spend on my distance education?

My Mum's answer "You would not be able to pay back, instead you pay us back by sending your kids abroad to study in the future."

Makes a lot of sense, no? Something has to start off somewhere and it started off with my generation where a few of my cousins had their degree done abroad.

Third year of my business degree. No more fooling around, no more low CGPAs, no more low grades. What I believe to be done today would benefit me tomorrow and that had been proven to me many times again and again. I have to benefit myself first and for the future omfg I talk like an aunty wtf.

Okay, I blog just for the sake of it but hey it is true that everyone my age now should have such a mindset that we need to build a better future for the next generation, take that into consideration.

Malaysian Plan Numero Dos

Before I continue with my Pangkor trip (pictures are'nt given to me yet) I am eager to blog about my Malaysian Plan Numero Dos (Number Two) that I actually and finally visited Look Out Point. My verdict? AWESOME PLACE.

My advice? Don't dine at the middle cafe, bollocks! Lousy food but good ambience.

Anyway, I did not take many pictures though because most of the time I was talking :)
So here goes.

Darn I look geeky.
Another one.

:)

:)))))

All I could ever think of now, is a big smile and many more others that actually just made me smile more and more..

I'll defenitely return but probably with a better camera next time around.

If any of you are interested in getting there you could ask me for directions =3

p/s: Pictures censored to keep anonimity. :)

Malaysian Plan Numero Uno.

Sorry for the lack of entries but hey, I am making a good effort , no? Okay no. wtf.

I just got back from Pangkor, awesomely nice place I got to tell all of you that it is nothing better than having a good relaxation outside of the concrete jungle full of pollution and of course my university wtf.

No pictures! I brought my camera but I was too lazy to snap around and be touristy, the pictures are mostly with Mr. G and C and a few here and there. Hopefully I would get it soon yupyup wtf.

More about this because wtf it is 3.20a.m. wtf and I need a good sleep wtf.

Mannnnn it has been so darn long since I ever had such adventure which I really appreaciated completely :) yupyup wtf.

O? Hai.

O hai, I iz exams over. So I iz can have fun but no fun cuz no fun too many tiem no fun. T_T

Okay whatever, too much of icanhazcheezburger.com

Anyway, this would be day five that I am free from my usual obligations of meeting deadlines and shitty exams. No more stress!

So it would be time for me to figure out what should I get before I fly off to Melbourne. I would probably fly to Singapore (so that I could claim my gst for all my unnecessary splurging and end up regretting about it wtf)

This would be my shopping list for the few months to come!

1) Winter clothes
I bought a number of them warming clothes last year before I flew to China and Hong Kong because it was the freaking winter wtf. Bought myself a peacoat when I was at that region and I realised that I need a trench coat before I leave so that I can be a pervert and be flash-man during my stay in Melbourne. >)

2) iPod
I have no idea why I would need an iPod but I am getting one for the sake of having 80Gb of porn + files + more porn before I leave for Melbourne wtf.

3) Seasonal clothes.
Singapore would be a good spot during the sales to get my Hilfiger tops. The last trip I only bought 5 tops from Hilfiger which I find not that sufficient. So I have to get more, and of course get some home brands from Singapore as well :) Cheap and good, not so made in China no?

4) A dSLR.
Yes, this came into my mind couple of months ago but I would only buy one weeks before I leave for Melbourne. Who knows, the prices of dSLRs would drop by a further RM500 next year? I am eyeing for a Nikon though, not sure which model yet but a camera is a must.

5) A sunglass
I am only getting Ic! Berlin as it is almost undestructable and feather-weight and has really out of the ordinary designs. A lot of people had been complaining to me like a beyotch that why must I get a pair of frames that costs more than a grand where I could get a pair of Armani for about Rm500 and as stylish. Here's my reason for you, what would happen to your Armani if I were to accidentally seat on it? and most designer frames ada gaya tada mutu. Plus, I have bad aesthigmatism and designer frames are too curved to fit my lenses. Plus plus! I can't wear contact lenses because I do not have short-sightedness wtf.

Below are the not so necessary ones.

6) A Vuitton bag
Not necessarily needed though, just for the glam and daily casual use.

7) A xbox360 or a any equivalent gaming console/ handy console.
Well, I was thinking of the PSP. But I am afraid that it would take my attention off my studies wtf. :( That is why I did not get it till today even thought I was thinking to get it since like two years ago.

8) New sneakers.
Not sure if I ever need this though since I am more of a lazy bugger right now I wear my Birkenstocks 23/7 wtf.

9) Some affection
wtf.

10) Blog more often
Do I need to continue blogging? Now that is a good question. I had been thinking to keep this blog hiatus till about Mid December so that I could blog about my escapades wtf and my battle before I leave for Melbs.

Okay, bai bai. Damn cold here in Starbucks but the connection is so darn smooth and fast I wish I could camp here and drink coffee everyday wtf.

Fuhh,.

One last battle, and I am done!

Be right back. Many to be done! So little time!